Weightless

If you look me in the body, not in the eye, what do you see?
Yes I'm a pathetic living creature with fat tangling all around and make myself look worse than I already am.
My previous line didn't make any sense. Sorry


The point is, I need to get myself thinner
I have failed two times
The first time was a year ago when I really stop eating. I only chewed the food then threw them out again.
This attempt lasted for a week until my body broke down.
Such a filthy weak


The second one was recently
And it got my stomach gastritic
Which means, no chocolate, cheese, spicy food, caffeine, nicotine, alcohol, and all, and all.
I sounded so dumb when I wrote this, right?
But I don't care, I have my own freedom of speech
So, the worst part is....
I just planned to start the unhealthy diet of nicotine everyday without food
Ha turned out, with my condition like this, I can't really do anything
Damn you stomach!


ps: don't hate me because of this post, don't judge me wrong. You know nothing and keep it that way



Mood : Disappointed
Listen to : Weightless - All Time Low