I Hate Soda

Heather Gray

2010-11-20T08:04:00.001+07:00

So beautiful, it hurts my eyes. Aaaargh!!!

Must. Buy. This. Color. Now.

Mood : Wanting

Listen to : Nothing

Sing

2010-11-19T21:02:00.001+07:00

My friend just showed me some old photos of us with big, teased, too-much-hairspray-hairs. We were so rocking the Hairspray era HA HA HA

I. Just. Want. To. Shoot. Myself.

Luckily they were shot when I was 13, the suicide tendency is 4 years late.

You know sometime curiosity kills, yeah like mine. I can be so curious, I sacrifice few hours of my time just to figure out someone's tweet or status. Lame lame lame. Even though most of the time, the result I got was nothing related to anything I know, but still, I keep doing it. Doing every investigation I can to find out the truth.

I just wrote the most sweetest text message to my current boyfriend, which I consider too sweet. Everyone's leaving you in the end, you come to this world alone, and you will leave this world alone too. So why bother with the sweet, corny, text? Nobody stays forever. Forever is bullshit. Forever is the word made out by the greeting card company. Forever is only existed in books and movies. Forever is a lie. Forever is like 1+1=3. Forever is just failure, it's just wrong.

The text message is still a draft, I haven't send it, nor complete it. This is for the first time I ever write sweet text message to someone, that long. You should see it, it's so massive, full with words, I can't even keep up. What's wrong with me? :/

The question still is, why, why did I even intend to write something like that? After all the harmful of a relationship I've seen for the past years, why keep a high expectation for this one? Why keep pretending that forever is there? Why I even try to work things out when things are clearly don't? Why share all the love when you know that love is just a bullshit, pathetic word? Why? Why dear human being, why?

Maybe, I just want to favor the moment. Maybe for a reason or two love isn't that pathetic. Maybe things can really work out when both sides are really working it out. Maybe write something down is the only way you can express all the feeling you have.

Maybe I'm just dumb. Maybe I'm just pretending to be dumb.

Mood : Stupid

Listen to : Sing - My Chemical Romance

Nothing

2010-11-19T18:00:00.000+07:00

Hey
Good evening Ladies and Gentlemen.
Fuck yourself.

I don't really know why I named my blog 'I Hate Soda', I mean, I really do hate soda but that doesn't mean I have to share it with the rest of the world. I mean, who does that?
Sharing hatred is just awful, like those so-called emo people. I don't know why they always find sorrow in everything. It is just sad.
But you don't need to share the sadness with the world, we have ours already.
So fuck you.
No, I'm just kidding.
Fuck your dates because that way, you'll impregnate her or if you're female then you'll get pregnant and then you can cry your misfortune because the condoms aren't just working. HA HA so let's just spread the blues even better.

I don't know what I'm talking about, I'm just talking shit. So don't take any shit because that means you're just the same shit.
Hah! Shit

So basically this post is about my comeback to this blog. So, hello there! Hi! Long time no see. The last time I see you, well, things were great and all and things were bad and all, but we got over it anyway, so that means I don't have to write every detail and every blablabla about these and those and shit! I just talked shit again ha ha, I think I'm drunk even though I don't drink.

Mood : Shit
Listen to : Nothing. Can't get my hand on my iPod. Shit!

Some People are Just So Damn Easy

2010-07-08T12:11:00.002+07:00

Mood : Random
Listen to : Canon in D - Johann Pachelbel

One Minute to Midnight

2010-01-06T02:31:00.000+07:00

No, it's actually not.
To start it off, Happy New Year :)

In my previous post, I've mentioned about Steve Aoki's coming
And yes, I made it there. Superb Exciting. Too bad I forgot my camera :(
But I can ensure you that it was a really really fun night/morning
See the ticket, here

So anyway, I'm in a bad timing
I've been slept for nearly 6 hours until this midnight and can't manage to go back to sleep until now
Next morning will surely be a disaster

Anyway I'm hella fucking bored
And I just downloaded this cool app

it allows you to create a polaroid effect on photos, and it's just what I need

Cool, huh?

Mood : Awake
Listen to : One Minute to Midnight - Justice

Shake and Pop

2009-12-22T07:36:00.003+07:00

The coolest Japanese Long-haired dude

So, I heard a BIG NEWS that he's coming to Indonesia, check out this:

One thing you have to know, that He's also coming to Buddha Bar, Jakarta on Jan 2!
Friggin Excited
The entrance fee cost Rp.150,000
For Steve Aoki, for a DJ like him, for someone as awesome as him, for the coolest Japanese-American dude alive
It costs nothing.

Aaaaaaaaaaaand, the most exciting part of this

is that Steve Aoki ReTweet me on Twitter
The joy of being connected to all side of the world...

Mood : Excited
Listen to : Shake And Pop (Feat. Kid Sister, With Green Velvet) - Steve Aoki

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Aliens Exist

2009-12-21T13:41:00.005+07:00

With spaceship like this, who needs to stay still on earth?

Seriously, this is the best way to make friend with the aliens

If I were an alien, I'd be praise the planet who made such ship

Mood : Amazed

Listen to : Aliens Exist - Blink 182

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The Boys Are Back in Town

2009-12-21T10:37:00.001+07:00

For a reason or two, this image really appeals me :)
And William Eustace looks great here

He also does Calvin Klein and he looks great in them
Guy models are attractive for me lately I don't know why haha
But no matter how pretty you are Mr. William, I'm still loving Yuri Pleskun
Yuri Pleskun for life!

Mood : Loving
Listening to : The Boys are Back in Town - Thin Lizzy

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Brick by Boring Brick

2009-12-20T03:26:00.000+07:00

What I do when I'm bored at night, caught in insomnia, and sore throat

Not the best that I can pull out I'm sorry I'm such a mess, consider it's night already and my head already got so hectic

Mood : Bored
Listen to : Brick by Boring Brick - Paramore

London

2009-12-19T20:29:00.000+07:00

Oh yes I will Mr. Robbie Wadge. Why not? With body and face like yours, you can take me anywhere you want to, I don't mind at all

Mood : Following
Listen to : London - The Smiths

Flagpole Sitta

2009-12-19T20:19:00.002+07:00

He looks like he's making love to the flag and I love his gesture
Masterpiece

Congrats Yuri Pleskun you are my new obsession :)
Skinny white boys are the sex ♥

He planned to open restaurant after he quits modeling world, so cute!
He might attending culinary art school for that
Check out this video and you will love him more, but not more than I do...

Mood : Obsessed
Listen to : Flagpole Sitta - Chiodos

Weightless

2009-12-19T18:50:00.002+07:00

If you look me in the body, not in the eye, what do you see?
Yes I'm a pathetic living creature with fat tangling all around and make myself look worse than I already am.
My previous line didn't make any sense. Sorry

The point is, I need to get myself thinner
I have failed two times
The first time was a year ago when I really stop eating. I only chewed the food then threw them out again.
This attempt lasted for a week until my body broke down.
Such a filthy weak

The second one was recently
And it got my stomach gastritic
Which means, no chocolate, cheese, spicy food, caffeine, nicotine, alcohol, and all, and all.
I sounded so dumb when I wrote this, right?
But I don't care, I have my own freedom of speech
So, the worst part is....
I just planned to start the unhealthy diet of nicotine everyday without food
Ha turned out, with my condition like this, I can't really do anything
Damn you stomach!

ps: don't hate me because of this post, don't judge me wrong. You know nothing and keep it that way

Mood : Disappointed
Listen to : Weightless - All Time Low

Artist and Repertoire

2009-12-19T00:04:00.005+07:00

Yoshikazu Yamagata is so unique and artistic! (Duhh, that's why he's an artist)
He's been around for a long time and to many people's surprise I just found out about him a few hours ago. Ha! such a lame loser.

He had this fashion label named writtenafterwards with Kentaro Tamei. He was born in Japan 1980 and graduated from Central Saint Martin in London.
He once made 10 big textile dolls with REAL PEOPLE INSIDE geez that's tough to top.

Mood : Mozaic
Listen to : Artist and Repertoire - Envy on the Coast

Calling All Cars

2009-10-04T17:06:00.002+07:00

The birthday is coming, and I think wishing for something is a must-do
So first of all, Hello Kitty tops the list
Crazy crazy for this cat

Anyway, the age is almost right for driver license
and so I thought, why don't wish for a car?
Image of me driving is so invaded my head right now
Yet, I know nothing about it. Ha lame I know

So, picture this
Hello Kitty + Dream Car = .....
Drum roll please!
Hello Kitty Cadillac

I can ignite my house in happiness
Wait, igniting house doesn't seem like something you do when you're happy
Oh, I guess I can just kiss anybody who give me this
Considering it is my lips, a kiss from me is something priceless, right?
I'm kidding on the priceless part haha
But not on the kissy kissy part
I'm dead serious!

Mood : Bounce
Listen to : Calling All Cars (Acoustic) - Senses Fail

Play Dead

2009-10-04T16:46:00.003+07:00

Is this even appropriate?
I don't give a damn, i still think this is cool ha!
Credit to Fiensh

Mood : Dizzy
Listen to : Play Dead - The Birthday Massacre

If I Were In Your Shoes

2009-08-30T05:55:00.001+07:00

Hideous!
Really, who would buy shoes like this even if it's on sale?
Well, in fact, it is on sale
From $178 to $105

I could list hundreds things below $105 better than Jenna Panelled Hidden Wedge Boots
That's how it named
Pretty long for a pair of ugly one

Hideous number two!
Seriously, you would look like wearing flat tires dipped into an expired can of orange soda (eww I hate soda!)

People, you should have come up with a better idea, really
If you know nothing about shoes, then don't design one!
It's that simple.

So, what's the name of it, if you might ask
It's Ashlee Hidden Wedge Boots
Wedge?
You hid the wedge?
One of the reasons why heels are invented is because you can show how good and balance you are on it
The same rule applies for wedges
What so good about wearing one if you can't show the world you are wearing it?
Was it your intention to lie to people that you're being taller by wearing this pair of shoes?
If it still categorized as shoes

By the way, in case you're curious about the brand, it's 80%20
The rest of the collection is good, and honestly we might change our mind about hidden wedges
But these shoes?
Ugh!

Mood : Bored
Listen to : If I Were In Your Shoes - You Me At Six

Future Reflection

2009-08-22T20:57:00.004+07:00

I know it's an old choice

But this is a really great, meaningful, message-could-totally-be-pulled-out of kind of movie

Despite his annoying face in punk'd, he was acting so well in this one

Props!

So kids, don't you ever play God, because it will either end up bad for your health or ruining somebody else's life.

Mood : Nice
Listen to : Future Reflection - MGMT

Slutgarden

2009-05-09T22:47:00.004+07:00

credit to my little brother

Mood : Hyper
Listen to : Marilyn Manson - Slutgarden

Clocks and Timepieces

2009-04-17T12:34:00.005+07:00

The clock that hang on my wall is as boring as your granddad's chess play.

Few days ago, I surfed the internet for just, yeaah, searching the right clock.

Sort of.

I found this incredibly cool cool cool (I have to mention it 3 times to describe the coolness of this clock) thing

Gotta love math!

This reminds me that my report card just came out and I get good grades in Mathematics

Yayy for me

Mood : Happy
Listen to : Search the City - Clocks and Timepieces

Purple Haze

2009-04-17T12:20:00.005+07:00

I just look through Nylon march 09 (japanese edition) aaaand, I found this cool outfit with purple stocking.

I might copy this look, replace the oversize tee with yellow shirt and put my hair in a ponytail.

So... how about the shoes?

I'm guessing lace boots with heels will do, I just got a pair of them which I will post soon.

Seems like a warm chill afternoon (:

Have a coffee with me, dear, let's make this last forever.

Mood : Swing
Listen to : Sabrepulse - Purple Haze

I Think I Might Change My Name Tomorrow

2009-04-16T18:34:00.006+07:00

I was on polyvore later this week, and I made this just for fun

Mary Monotone by MORPHINECANDY featuring Balenciaga bags

Tell me what'd you think!

Oh yeah, the balenciaga bag is just tooooo great, I'm thinking to get one soon. Plus the silver platform sandals are awesome (it is suede btw).

Suddenly popped out in my head.

How come I turned to be this kind of person who likes to wear that kind of clothes?

I changed a lot, and.... yeah the title just said what my heart can't

Mood : Weird
Listen to : Backseat Goodbye - I Think I Might Change My Name

Tomorrow

Summer Hair = Forever Young

2009-04-11T05:48:00.005+07:00

My current obsession is Platinum Blonde Hair.

Not that I'm gonna get it anyway (I love my own hair way too much right now), but a wig can do (:

Platinum seems elegant, and not trashy.

Just so you know, I don't like that kind of blonde that goes with tanned bitch, not that I'm a close-minded ass, but I just...... Hate it

Although you could say, platinum blonde also goes with tan skin, but not as much as ordinary blonde, riiiiiiiight?

And it remains me so much of Lady Gaga :D

Hmmm, cold milk in this warm morning will made my day (and maybe prevent me from another talking trash)

Mood : Warm
Listen to : The Academy Is... - Summer Hair = Forever Young

Colder Than My Heart, If You Can Imagine

2009-04-10T22:42:00.000+07:00

I'm coooooold!

No you aren't silly, how can you be when you live in a country with 30ºC average temperature?

Bbbbbuuut, guess what. This sweater made me! I just found this on a pile of old clothes in my closet, fit right with my favorite pair of socks (L)

Blue has been my favorite color since I can remember, and it stays that way.

Mood : Bounce
Listen to : A day to remember - Colder than my heart, if you can imagine

Introduction to Destruction

2009-04-10T14:11:00.001+07:00

The name is Dysa

I like my music loud and my parents proud

Well, not really the second one

I hate price tag that doesn't worth the stuff

Or stuff that doesn't worth the price tag

Anyway, old stuffs are good stuffs (because they don't have their price tag on)

It's nothing confusing

Bookstore means less-boring library

Yeah, I read books there

Buying books is for loser

Introduction is a function,

Action without motion,

Option in a junction,

Not really answer your question but it's just a mention.

Oh god, I love talking nonsense

I guess you get the idea of me already

Mood : Warm

Listen to : Sum 41 - Introduction to Destruction